Dogg and Girl are worried and to tell the truth, I am worried also. I feel like I am overloaded and just too much has happened to me. I am only human you know and not a god…
But it seems that I am forced into being a god, whether I like it or not and I do not like it…
Damn the Zombies! Damn the gods! Damn the Earth! Damn the Universe! Damn the stupid people who do not listen! Damn to anything and everything and everywhere…
Damn it! Damn it! Damn it! and Damn IT!
But I am okay and after today I got most of it out of my system. As I write this post, I realize that while the world is dead and gone, I still have one dog and a girl who needs me to carry on and be strong. Loosing my mind would not save them and if I want to save the world for the future, I need to get my act together…
I gathered my act, so to speak, today: I went back up town to the square where I slaughtered Zombies like a crazed animal. The Zombies were silent and hidden as little rabbits in their dens. They seemed petrified that I was there and you could cut the tension with a knife as I stood in the town square. Then I felt the tension explode inside of me and I thought I would literally go bananas…
I walked to a large huge dump truck full of gravel, sitting on a side road of the square! I expanded my armor and when I got to the truck, I punched it…
The truck cab side caved in and the truck shifted 2 meters. Then I punched it again and again and again and again and again…
The last punch ripped the dump truck in half and gravel flew all over the place. Then I kicked the truck and 50 meters later it came back to the ground. I ripped the doors off and twisted the steel beams that made up the frame. I demolished that truck…
Then I looked a bulldozer that was nearby. A big bulldozer…
I walked up to it and by the time I got to the blade on the front, I released all the hate and energy that I had as I punched the blade. It caved inward and tore into the main body of the bulldozer. I then went completely uncorked and destroyed that bulldozer with my bare hands. I remember picking it up off the ground and smashing it into a building of stone and concrete. Then…
Then I collapsed and started to cry. I guess I might have cried for an hour and after I was done crying, I really felt better. I undid my armor and walked to a store on the square, I found a root-beer to drink and stepped outside to have a think session on the front steps of the store. As I took a long drink of root-beer, I saw a flash of movement to my left. I looked and then I saw standing there a Zombie god! He had a look like he had seen what I did and wasn’t sure what to do next…
He was caught and tried to freeze as if he was not there. I am sure that he was invisible to normal people, but I am far from normal. I took another swig of my root-beer and acted like I did not see him. I finished the root-beer and as I drained the last drops, I threw it as hard as I could and hit him between the eyes with it. He hit the ground like a sack of potatoes and I ran and grabbed him by the throat. I picked him up and slammed him against a tree. He shook his head and when he realized what was going on, he froze…
I asked him does he understand English? He responded yes! I told him to go home and tell everyone that he comes in contact with, that I am on my way. I am going to come and finish the Zombie war of the gods! I told him that when I see him next, that I would kill him and this was his only chance to live. The best thing that he could do was to tell everyone what I say and leave. Leave the universe, because the universe is too small for Zombies and I to live in harmony…
Then as I was telling this Zombie god what I wanted him to tell the rest, I felt that another Zombie had appeared behind me. I spun and threw the Zombie in my hands at the Zombie behind me. They both went to the ground. They got up scrambling and the look of terror was in their eyes. Then they disappeared just as they came…
I hurried on back to Girl and Dogg. I knew that the Zombies gods knew where we were now and that we needed to get moving. A purpose and reason have now appeared to me and I realize what I have to do. After that last explosion and outburst of emotions, I was able to put all the souls of gods in their place inside of me. I put an order to the madness that rages in me. The key was to place one soul as the boss and any soul that crosses the line dies instantly…
As I said in another post. My sword is part of my soul and I have it to fight within myself also. I had a little demonstration of who is the boss to put the pecking order in line real quick. My sword just does not absorb the power of a god at his demise, it also will extinguish his life force forever if I use it again on them. They never had such a happening in their existence and the gods fell in line real quick. You see gods never die they just transferred energies from one to another. Well I have proven that gods will die and by my hand it will happen, if I so desire…
Oh yes I said that I put one soul in charge! Well guess what? I found a quiet little soul hidden in the back. It was very familiar and as I approached it. It became known to me. I found my Zombie Ben from my past life. He was hidden inside with all these other Zombie god souls. Ben said hi and my spirits lifted. After I hugged him and asked him where he came from. (He did not know!) I put him in charge of the Zombie god soul department! I had my buddy back and even though he was not physically next to me, he was still available to communicate with and to ask help when I needed it…
Ben had his samurai sword and I knew he would keep all in line and if he needed help all he had to do was ask…
Now if I can just figure out how to bring Ben back as my sidekick again. He saved my life enough and I owe him that much…
I had gone back to home, as we call it the last few days and hugged Dogg and Girl. Dogg said “Bow Wow!” and Girl smiled a huge smile and said, “Welcome back to the living! I was worried if I would have to whoop you with my Kung Fu!” I just smiled and said, “Tomorrow we leave to find the government shelter and tonight lets have a party!”
Girl said, “Yippy!” and Dogg said “Bow Wow!” as he played with his Zombie head…
I looked around and the world was brighter in my eyes. It felt better and I knew that we had a chance…
Dogg ran up to me and laid his head against me and then you would have thought he won the “JackPot!” He started to “Bow Wow” like crazy, then run in circles chasing his tail and I realized that he felt Ben the Zombie inside of me…
I then made Doggs day and kicked the head across the yard for him to chase. Most dogs love to chase Frisbee, but not my dog! He loves to chase Zombie heads…
That just seems correct for this day and age in earths history!
Now I will get back to you tomorrow after we search Denver. We have to find the government offices and see if there is any information on the underground facilities available…
Talk to you tomorrow…
Stryker
The Zombie Source Code…